As I walked into the gym today my anxiety went into overdrive. It is PACKED....

As I walked into the gym today my anxiety went into overdrive. It is PACKED. The free weight area is filled with guys who look like they eat muscles for breakfast and girls whose bodies are so sleek and tight. Everything I’m not... I have no right to be there... or so I think. Why is that?! Because we compare our journey to everyone else’s. And we think THEY don’t think we are “supposed to be there” because in reality we think that. I can tell you the majority of them don’t give two shits. And honestly I probably come off as the biggest bitch in the gym. I put my blinders, put my head down and grind. Because the reality of the situation is if I didn’t. I would be comparing myself to every chick in this place and how if only I had stuck with it years ago I could be like her. And then I will talk myself into leaving and how much of a failure I am. .
But this year I am challenging myself to change my mindset. I DESERVE to be here. This is my journey and I’m going to enjoy the hell out of it .
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